Reagan Lothes


on the train from Albany to the city

the city, like there is no other, the sun 
pulses through trees that flick by—drained art-
eries, capillaries—through windows, roll 
of film frames, spastic slide shows minus 
the images, exposing eyelids 
with age spots on peach, mango, orange 
backdrops—residual 
kiss-I-miss—seizures 
minus the convulsions, 
though the car squeaks, jerks 
like a carriage. 
The horses must be
tired, must unionize, made 
to run, frothing, alongside 
electric-fence phone lines. The land-
scape stutters by, a pre-talkie that 
needs Technicolor touch-up, all browns 
and grays and splotches of snow like droppings 
of birds. Rock faces bare ice incisors, 
scarred incisions from the liposuction for 
our locomotion, locomotion. We stop.

Next stop, Poughkeepsie. Poughkeepsie. Dropsy droops 
wooden-planked walkways. Yellow cranes by the 
puddles by the tracks blink Morris code, unmanned. 

Wheat-like weeds jut up from mounds atop glaciers,
unexpected, like stiff hairs on nose tips. Houses 
pop up on hill tops like Legos—all 
parallels and perpendiculars. Weep-
ing willows like out-turned pockets spill 
golden threads by pond with thawed pupil, 
unblinking. Rusted erector sets 
meld water towers into mid-
western roller coasters, defunct, 
fossils of gold-rush towns. Forty-
niners transact business from 
train seats slipped with carpet brushed 
by library hush—
custard and cranberry
—scratchy like wool 
sweaters, crackling 
from the petting of 
an absent mind’s hand. Three-
way calls split between two 
providers, Damn Sprint, delayed 
syncopation conferencing 
brought to you by imperfect 
technology—jazzy rings 
cut in. Unbolted bathroom door 
slaps shut, opens up, plays percussion 
with window rattlings. Evergreens 
spaced split-seconds apart roll into 
toothy smiles, mocking nevergreens, gnarled 
spindles of frozen forest fire. The 
chipped brick of post-industrial warehouses, 
the arched lids of colonial house lookouts.

Platform quaint enough for a picnic. Lampposts 
bow their blue bells on green stems. This stop, Yonkers.

Discarded relics surface through the thaw—
a lamp, a couch, crates screaming Fragile and Theft 
of this box is a criminal offense

Billboards snap up—Wicked, Wake-up and 
smell the news, Civilization is 
so overrated
. Darkness. In snap-
shots hieroglyphs bloat like nuked hot-
dogs. Roman numerals shoulder 
the overpass like Atlas. Hazy 
light, a half-opened eye. Bulldozers 
doze near stripped siding—jagged rock slap. 
Darkness. Metal screams echo keenings of 
blue-whales, their babies picked off. Our next stop is 
our last stop. New York City, pearl of the world.
 




dream logic

tornado’s coming 
i’m hiding behind mattress in closet in basement 
silence 
i slip out to see 
it’s heading up Sommers, hanging a left on Carmen

someone left the tank open 
tetras, cichlids, plecostemous glance 
off shelves, radiator, entertainment center 

elevator free-falling 
which corner to hover in? 
i choose left
imagine impact
try right

gold tacks and staples puncture 
the sole of my shoe like stitches 
who would do such a thing?

one gray parrot 
one green parrot
they giggle in their cage
time for bed
i press them separately between pages of a book